{"topic":{"id":14417,"title":"学计算机感觉自己像智障","slug":"topic","userId":7242,"categoryId":4,"createdAt":"2025-04-13 12:34:59.060961","bumpedAt":"2025-04-24 10:34:45.6581","views":1897,"postsCount":42,"highestPostNumber":43,"likeCount":39,"closed":false,"pinned":false,"pinnedGlobally":false,"pinnedAt":null,"pinnedUntil":null,"isBanner":false,"excerpt":"本人发帖之时 ics 课的 Cache Lab 还有三个半小时截止，目前仍只有 5 分，烂得像史。这周是这学期开学以来过得最狼狈的一周，有很多事情都安排到第八周了（算法实验，选修课小组展示，蓝桥杯，还有另外一个答辩等等）。原本算法课说是要在月底就考，于是实验都在本周截止，所以花了大量的时间去写实验，无限磨洋工。好不容易糊弄完了，已经是周四晚上了，Cache Lab 那时还基本没有开始。但是最操蛋的事情是我刚写完那么多实验，到了周五算法实…","deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"isPrivate":false,"isMembersOnly":false,"category":{"id":4,"name":"谈笑风生","slug":"general","color":"25AAE2"},"author":{"id":7242,"username":"sunxiaochuan258","name":"Nullptr","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/12/97/12973e1e301c1fc274d5882581dc4f2b23055cea8c26e5e67c7c3a7ad071566e.avif"},"realAuthor":{"id":7242,"username":"sunxiaochuan258","name":"Nullptr","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/12/97/12973e1e301c1fc274d5882581dc4f2b23055cea8c26e5e67c7c3a7ad071566e.avif"},"tags":[]},"posts":[{"id":48006,"postNumber":1,"raw":"本人发帖之时 ics 课的 Cache Lab 还有三个半小时截止，目前仍只有 5 分，烂得像史。这周是这学期开学以来过得最狼狈的一周，有很多事情都安排到第八周了（算法实验，选修课小组展示，蓝桥杯，还有另外一个答辩等等）。原本算法课说是要在月底就考，于是实验都在本周截止，所以花了大量的时间去写实验，无限磨洋工。好不容易糊弄完了，已经是周四晚上了，Cache Lab 那时还基本没有开始。但是最操蛋的事情是我刚写完那么多实验，到了周五算法实验的 ddl 都延后了。然而 Cache Lab 却不延后了。\n\n真正上开始大量写代码其实也就是在今天。然而时间真的还不够。TA 学长问我怎么还在 Cache Lab，我根本无力回答。一问周围，好像都写差不多了。\n\n我觉得做到`Don' t Compare with Others`是一件很难的事情，做到生活和学习平衡也是一件很难的事情，做到绩点/实习/竞赛一起抓更是难如登天。很 down，这周六参加蓝桥杯的时候我甚至没有刷过一道题，没有为这个比赛做过任何准备，除了刷了十来道 lc（如果这也能算）我本来想要把所有事情都顾好，但是似乎什么也做不好，lab 都写不出来，哈哈。","cooked":"

本人发帖之时 ics 课的 Cache Lab 还有三个半小时截止，目前仍只有 5 分，烂得像史。这周是这学期开学以来过得最狼狈的一周，有很多事情都安排到第八周了（算法实验，选修课小组展示，蓝桥杯，还有另外一个答辩等等）。原本算法课说是要在月底就考，于是实验都在本周截止，所以花了大量的时间去写实验，无限磨洋工。好不容易糊弄完了，已经是周四晚上了，Cache Lab 那时还基本没有开始。但是最操蛋的事情是我刚写完那么多实验，到了周五算法实验的 ddl 都延后了。然而 Cache Lab 却不延后了。

真正上开始大量写代码其实也就是在今天。然而时间真的还不够。TA 学长问我怎么还在 Cache Lab，我根本无力回答。一问周围，好像都写差不多了。

我觉得做到Don' t Compare with Others是一件很难的事情，做到生活和学习平衡也是一件很难的事情，做到绩点/实习/竞赛一起抓更是难如登天。很 down，这周六参加蓝桥杯的时候我甚至没有刷过一道题，没有为这个比赛做过任何准备，除了刷了十来道 lc（如果这也能算）我本来想要把所有事情都顾好，但是似乎什么也做不好，lab 都写不出来，哈哈。

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其实我也写不出来，我都是找人请教讨论才写出来的😇

手动感谢一下我的好朋友 dyt 当时和我讨论了很多，以及最后一个实验 djn、xc 和我讨论很多。

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要玉玉了，djn 学长清明的时候就问我写咋样了，我那时还在赶别的事情没开张……这下后悔莫及了

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我本来想要把所有事情都顾好
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在最重要的少数几件事情上追求卓越

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我看到发帖内容的时候就猜到你是谁了

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哈哈，哥你在这里太活跃了

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在最重要的少数几件事情上追求卓越
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我觉得现在最迷茫的就是不知道什么是最重要的事情，所以还是不断来回跳

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最能有效提升自己生产力水平建立牢固且持久竞争优势的事情

\n","createdAt":"2025-04-13 13:25:20.594345","updatedAt":"2025-04-13 13:25:20.594345","replyToPostNumber":7,"replyCount":2,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":27,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":4668,"username":"IO","name":null,"avatarUrl":null,"admin":true,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":"","signatureCooked":null}},{"id":48015,"postNumber":9,"raw":"那我感觉我确实还没有找到","cooked":"

那我感觉我确实还没有找到

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哈哈真做不完 lab 了感觉还有很多小问号

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感觉目前来看，我还没有很突出的一点，也没有很突出的兴趣，所以也就不知道自己适合做什么。上大学之前倒是挺爱看社科书，上了大学之后就慢慢不看了。目前只是感觉，日子先过着。

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我觉得做到Don' t Compare with Others是一件很难的事情
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peer pressure 确实很折磨
\n我目前唯一能做到的事情就是尽量少看，甚至不惜屏蔽掉某些群

这样更容易为自己每一步的小进步感到高兴

说到底 XXX 是大佬和我有什么关系呢

虽然有点闭门造车的感觉但是我还没找到更好的方法

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按照题干的描述，你干任何事情都会感觉自己像智障

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本账户已完成使命

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学计算机感觉自己像智障

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此人不语，只是一味地在门里生产废料。

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我也一样把社科书换成小说😇

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此人不语，只是一味地在门里生产废料。

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这个世界就是少量的天才和大量的智障组成的，一个系统里只要有两三个天才，就足以让一百多人觉得自己是智障

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我感觉是这样的。主要问题是我仍然在被某种优绩倾向绑架着，总觉得需要在某一方面要做到 remarkable 或者至少是比大多数人都好的地步。另外就是我很喜欢去为不一定会发生的事情焦虑，把很多未来的压力预兑到当下来。我感觉，觉得自己像智障，被'peer pressure'搞心态的另外一个原因大概是担心自己会做不好，会在残酷的科研/就业竞争中没有取得好结果，从而影响了自己的生活质量。

但是话又说回来，我觉得其实这样也没什么大不了了，失败了成功了大概都无所谓。从道理上我确实觉得焦虑不对，只不过还是没法克服自己的局限。我就是一个很焦虑未来的人。

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上交🐭🐭好奇西交计算机系统相关课程的培养计划设置？

ICS 上几学期？
\n计算机体系结构是否要额外上？
\n操作系统是否额外会上？

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土源社区是不是人不是很多的样子

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你是西交的吗 🤓

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泻药，人在交大，刚来这里

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难道你不是交大的吗 $\":tieba_hehe:\"$

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被’peer pressure’搞心态的另外一个原因大概是担心自己会做不好，会在残酷的科研/就业竞争中没有取得好结果，从而影响了自己的生活质量。
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我也一样
\n已经懒得数在日记楼里发了几次我是智障了

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此人不语，只是一味地在门里生产废料。

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ICS 一学期，64 学时，但是是选修课；操作系统是必修，计算机组成也是必修

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感觉这是一个很难办的事情，无论达到了什么样的地步都会焦虑

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不知道，对目前的我而言一份稳定 wlb 月到手能有 1w 的工作就够了，但稳定本身就是一种幻觉

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此人不语，只是一味地在门里生产废料。

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个人感觉 cachelab 本来就不太好写 (ics 的几个实验之中)，强的人哪里都有，关键是要找得到一个评价体系之外依然能给自己带来正反馈的事情去做。

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牛的，一学期上完 CSAPP

上交这里只有软件学院开这课，是必修课，上两学期（基本被认为是神课）

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西交软院没有 ics 这门课

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update:
\n今日又因为头铁不信邪重安 WSL2，美美失败。又浪费了一下午。我感觉我应该短期内是用不了 WSL 了，ics 往后也只能远程作业了。

我现在也不知道到底为什么会报这些离谱的错。第一次安装的时候无比丝滑。有点破防。

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为啥不用 Virtualbox/qemu/docker
\n例如 Arch 直接提供 Virtualbox 镜像下载:

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patpat lz
\n我安装 wsl 的时候感觉也挺顺的？也许可以试试百度一下报的错误看看有没有 solution 可以借鉴
\n更高效的方式是 google，ai 也不错

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问百毒出来的都是诸如 CSDn 这种垃圾信息满天飞的网站

应该问 ChatGPT/Claude/Grok

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目前第一梯度是谷歌家的 Gemini

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应该问 ChatGPT/Claude/Grok
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伟大的克劳德

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actually 之前已经拷打过 gpt 但是也无用

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【调查】仙交 CS 同学需要学如下课程吗？

理论力学
\n量子力学
\n电路理论
\n电路理论实验
\n大学化学
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除了 1 我青年时代都学过

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青年时代
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老头 🧑‍🦳

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