{"topic":{"id":14417,"title":"学计算机感觉自己像智障","slug":"topic","userId":7242,"categoryId":4,"createdAt":"2025-04-13 12:34:59.060961","bumpedAt":"2025-04-24 10:34:45.6581","views":1912,"postsCount":42,"highestPostNumber":43,"likeCount":39,"closed":false,"pinned":false,"pinnedGlobally":false,"pinnedAt":null,"pinnedUntil":null,"isBanner":false,"excerpt":"本人发帖之时 ics 课的 Cache Lab 还有三个半小时截止，目前仍只有 5 分，烂得像史。这周是这学期开学以来过得最狼狈的一周，有很多事情都安排到第八周了（算法实验，选修课小组展示，蓝桥杯，还有另外一个答辩等等）。原本算法课说是要在月底就考，于是实验都在本周截止，所以花了大量的时间去写实验，无限磨洋工。好不容易糊弄完了，已经是周四晚上了，Cache Lab 那时还基本没有开始。但是最操蛋的事情是我刚写完那么多实验，到了周五算法实…","deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"isPrivate":false,"isMembersOnly":false,"category":{"id":4,"name":"谈笑风生","slug":"general","color":"25AAE2"},"author":{"id":7242,"username":"sunxiaochuan258","name":"Nullptr","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/12/97/12973e1e301c1fc274d5882581dc4f2b23055cea8c26e5e67c7c3a7ad071566e.avif"},"realAuthor":{"id":7242,"username":"sunxiaochuan258","name":"Nullptr","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/12/97/12973e1e301c1fc274d5882581dc4f2b23055cea8c26e5e67c7c3a7ad071566e.avif"},"tags":[]},"posts":[{"id":48006,"postNumber":1,"raw":"本人发帖之时 ics 课的 Cache Lab 还有三个半小时截止，目前仍只有 5 分，烂得像史。这周是这学期开学以来过得最狼狈的一周，有很多事情都安排到第八周了（算法实验，选修课小组展示，蓝桥杯，还有另外一个答辩等等）。原本算法课说是要在月底就考，于是实验都在本周截止，所以花了大量的时间去写实验，无限磨洋工。好不容易糊弄完了，已经是周四晚上了，Cache Lab 那时还基本没有开始。但是最操蛋的事情是我刚写完那么多实验，到了周五算法实验的 ddl 都延后了。然而 Cache Lab 却不延后了。\n\n真正上开始大量写代码其实也就是在今天。然而时间真的还不够。TA 学长问我怎么还在 Cache Lab，我根本无力回答。一问周围，好像都写差不多了。\n\n我觉得做到`Don' t Compare with Others`是一件很难的事情，做到生活和学习平衡也是一件很难的事情，做到绩点/实习/竞赛一起抓更是难如登天。很 down，这周六参加蓝桥杯的时候我甚至没有刷过一道题，没有为这个比赛做过任何准备，除了刷了十来道 lc（如果这也能算）我本来想要把所有事情都顾好，但是似乎什么也做不好，lab 都写不出来，哈哈。","cooked":"

本人发帖之时 ics 课的 Cache Lab 还有三个半小时截止，目前仍只有 5 分，烂得像史。这周是这学期开学以来过得最狼狈的一周，有很多事情都安排到第八周了（算法实验，选修课小组展示，蓝桥杯，还有另外一个答辩等等）。原本算法课说是要在月底就考，于是实验都在本周截止，所以花了大量的时间去写实验，无限磨洋工。好不容易糊弄完了，已经是周四晚上了，Cache Lab 那时还基本没有开始。但是最操蛋的事情是我刚写完那么多实验，到了周五算法实验的 ddl 都延后了。然而 Cache Lab 却不延后了。

真正上开始大量写代码其实也就是在今天。然而时间真的还不够。TA 学长问我怎么还在 Cache Lab，我根本无力回答。一问周围，好像都写差不多了。

我觉得做到Don' t Compare with Others是一件很难的事情，做到生活和学习平衡也是一件很难的事情，做到绩点/实习/竞赛一起抓更是难如登天。很 down，这周六参加蓝桥杯的时候我甚至没有刷过一道题，没有为这个比赛做过任何准备，除了刷了十来道 lc（如果这也能算）我本来想要把所有事情都顾好，但是似乎什么也做不好，lab 都写不出来，哈哈。

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其实我也写不出来，我都是找人请教讨论才写出来的😇

手动感谢一下我的好朋友 dyt 当时和我讨论了很多，以及最后一个实验 djn、xc 和我讨论很多。

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要玉玉了，djn 学长清明的时候就问我写咋样了，我那时还在赶别的事情没开张……这下后悔莫及了

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我本来想要把所有事情都顾好
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在最重要的少数几件事情上追求卓越

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我看到发帖内容的时候就猜到你是谁了

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哈哈，哥你在这里太活跃了

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在最重要的少数几件事情上追求卓越
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我觉得现在最迷茫的就是不知道什么是最重要的事情，所以还是不断来回跳

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最能有效提升自己生产力水平建立牢固且持久竞争优势的事情

\n","createdAt":"2025-04-13 13:25:20.594345","updatedAt":"2025-04-13 13:25:20.594345","replyToPostNumber":7,"replyCount":2,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":27,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":4668,"username":"IO","name":null,"avatarUrl":null,"admin":true,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":"","signatureCooked":null}},{"id":48015,"postNumber":9,"raw":"那我感觉我确实还没有找到","cooked":"

那我感觉我确实还没有找到

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哈哈真做不完 lab 了感觉还有很多小问号

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感觉目前来看，我还没有很突出的一点，也没有很突出的兴趣，所以也就不知道自己适合做什么。上大学之前倒是挺爱看社科书，上了大学之后就慢慢不看了。目前只是感觉，日子先过着。

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我觉得做到Don' t Compare with Others是一件很难的事情
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peer pressure 确实很折磨
\n我目前唯一能做到的事情就是尽量少看，甚至不惜屏蔽掉某些群

这样更容易为自己每一步的小进步感到高兴

说到底 XXX 是大佬和我有什么关系呢

虽然有点闭门造车的感觉但是我还没找到更好的方法

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按照题干的描述，你干任何事情都会感觉自己像智障

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本账户已完成使命

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学计算机感觉自己像智障

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此人不语，只是一味地在门里生产废料。

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我也一样把社科书换成小说😇

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此人不语，只是一味地在门里生产废料。

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这个世界就是少量的天才和大量的智障组成的，一个系统里只要有两三个天才，就足以让一百多人觉得自己是智障

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我感觉是这样的。主要问题是我仍然在被某种优绩倾向绑架着，总觉得需要在某一方面要做到 remarkable 或者至少是比大多数人都好的地步。另外就是我很喜欢去为不一定会发生的事情焦虑，把很多未来的压力预兑到当下来。我感觉，觉得自己像智障，被'peer pressure'搞心态的另外一个原因大概是担心自己会做不好，会在残酷的科研/就业竞争中没有取得好结果，从而影响了自己的生活质量。

但是话又说回来，我觉得其实这样也没什么大不了了，失败了成功了大概都无所谓。从道理上我确实觉得焦虑不对，只不过还是没法克服自己的局限。我就是一个很焦虑未来的人。

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上交🐭🐭好奇西交计算机系统相关课程的培养计划设置？

ICS 上几学期？
\n计算机体系结构是否要额外上？
\n操作系统是否额外会上？

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土源社区是不是人不是很多的样子

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你是西交的吗 🤓

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