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反了，是小时候的我让现在的我失望。遗憾很多事小时候没干，太“听话”。

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所以决定在大学的时候做一些年轻人该做的事，

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无所谓，热带风味 🙅‍♀️

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这是 xgg 还是 xxn？

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小时候不懂事以为清北谁都能去😅

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差不多得了

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小时候乃至一周前的自己都已经被我遗忘了。既然小时候不存在了，也就不曾有失望😇

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我现在记忆力更差，有时候前一天（昨天）打没打交都不记得

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西交不是交？

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