{"topic":{"id":5577,"title":"感情树洞","slug":"topic","categoryId":60,"createdAt":"2023-09-07 10:10:40.303888","bumpedAt":"2023-09-08 07:56:40.816473","views":460,"postsCount":13,"highestPostNumber":14,"likeCount":4,"closed":false,"pinned":false,"pinnedGlobally":false,"pinnedAt":null,"pinnedUntil":null,"isBanner":false,"excerpt":"大家好！我建了一个感情树洞，可以在这里分享自己的情感方面的经历，或者生活上的烦恼。","deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"category":{"id":60,"name":"日志 / 部落格","slug":"journal","color":"F7941D"},"author":{"id":1047,"username":"anonymous_coward_old","name":"Anonymous Coward Old","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/43/32/4332638c11248b8ff07033c11de0759a55205facfbec85e14458245a91991faf.avif"},"tags":[]},"posts":[{"id":10904,"postNumber":1,"raw":"大家好！我建了一个感情树洞，可以在这里分享自己的情感方面的经历，或者生活上的烦恼。","cooked":"

大家好！我建了一个感情树洞，可以在这里分享自己的情感方面的经历，或者生活上的烦恼。

\n","createdAt":"2023-09-07 10:10:40.370217","updatedAt":"2024-04-09 14:42:56.686744","replyToPostNumber":null,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":41,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":2,"publicVersion":2,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":1047,"username":"anonymous_coward_old","name":"Anonymous Coward Old","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/43/32/4332638c11248b8ff07033c11de0759a55205facfbec85e14458245a91991faf.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":10905,"postNumber":2,"raw":"我先来讲一个我的逆天女同学。\r\n不知道为什么，在以前上学的时候，班级里总会有那么一两个女生因为相貌或者成绩上的原因，被男生或公开或背后地嘲弄，被评为“班花”，即便她们没有做错任何事。比如有一个女生，仅仅是因为进门的时候恰好有一个男的喊了一声美女，而她又离美女这个词比较远，就被叫了几年“美女”作为她的代号。“xx 是你老婆”“你喜欢 xx”是男生之间相互攻击的手段。我认为这是非常下头、非常郭楠的行为。\r\n但是我以前有一个女同学，她的行为足够逆天，足够下头，比所有下头郭楠还要下头，以至于几乎完全配得上这样对待。\r\n这个女同学身材强壮，长的离好看相去甚远，面相凶悍，成绩不好，声音低沉雄厚，比七成男生更富有磁性。和女生玩的也不多，本来基本是角落里的透明人，不引人注意。\r\n但是，她有一个不那么不引人注目的习惯——在晚自习的时候在自己座位上公然 0721，而且动静搞得很大。即便后来被人发现了，全班都知道了，她仍然毫不顾忌别人的目光，依然我行我素地在自习时陶冶情操。\r\n很快，她引起了全班男生甚至部分女生内心深处的极大恐惧。她的名字对男生来说无疑是杀伤力最大的一个词，以至于靠近她三米之内，甚至碰到她的东西，都会让男生觉得自己已经脏了。\r\n被发现之后，她并没有感到不适，仍然同往常一样，甚至写小纸条给女生分享自己的经验技巧和感受。但这不是重点，这张纸条在她的默许之下传遍了大半个班级，男男女女都看了一遍，对她的逆天程度的认识有了进一步的加深。\r\n最重点的是，她家里有点不小的钱，读了一半，就转学去了美国，从此杳无音讯。在今天，已经早早读上美本，甚至可能拿到绿卡（亲属婚绿），成为了我们当初那个班里最最成功的人，把我们彻底抛在后面，让每一个嘲笑她、害怕她、鄙夷她、反感她的人都成了完完全全、彻彻底底的小丑。她的人生，就是最爽——无论是生理上还是心理上——的爽文。\r\n而我，只能在交专里，逆来顺受，接受那无法逃避的命定之败。","cooked":"

我先来讲一个我的逆天女同学。
\n不知道为什么，在以前上学的时候，班级里总会有那么一两个女生因为相貌或者成绩上的原因，被男生或公开或背后地嘲弄，被评为“班花”，即便她们没有做错任何事。比如有一个女生，仅仅是因为进门的时候恰好有一个男的喊了一声美女，而她又离美女这个词比较远，就被叫了几年“美女”作为她的代号。“xx 是你老婆”“你喜欢 xx”是男生之间相互攻击的手段。我认为这是非常下头、非常郭楠的行为。
\n但是我以前有一个女同学，她的行为足够逆天，足够下头，比所有下头郭楠还要下头，以至于几乎完全配得上这样对待。
\n这个女同学身材强壮，长的离好看相去甚远，面相凶悍，成绩不好，声音低沉雄厚，比七成男生更富有磁性。和女生玩的也不多，本来基本是角落里的透明人，不引人注意。
\n但是，她有一个不那么不引人注目的习惯——在晚自习的时候在自己座位上公然 0721，而且动静搞得很大。即便后来被人发现了，全班都知道了，她仍然毫不顾忌别人的目光，依然我行我素地在自习时陶冶情操。
\n很快，她引起了全班男生甚至部分女生内心深处的极大恐惧。她的名字对男生来说无疑是杀伤力最大的一个词，以至于靠近她三米之内，甚至碰到她的东西，都会让男生觉得自己已经脏了。
\n被发现之后，她并没有感到不适，仍然同往常一样，甚至写小纸条给女生分享自己的经验技巧和感受。但这不是重点，这张纸条在她的默许之下传遍了大半个班级，男男女女都看了一遍，对她的逆天程度的认识有了进一步的加深。
\n最重点的是，她家里有点不小的钱，读了一半，就转学去了美国，从此杳无音讯。在今天，已经早早读上美本，甚至可能拿到绿卡（亲属婚绿），成为了我们当初那个班里最最成功的人，把我们彻底抛在后面，让每一个嘲笑她、害怕她、鄙夷她、反感她的人都成了完完全全、彻彻底底的小丑。她的人生，就是最爽——无论是生理上还是心理上——的爽文。
\n而我，只能在交专里，逆来顺受，接受那无法逃避的命定之败。

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在交专也可以有美好未来

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我非常赞同，因为你这句话是“在哪都可以拥有美好未来”的子集

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公然 0721
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这个是啥？可以说得清楚一点吗？

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成为了我们当初那个班里最最成功的人
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拿到绿卡和成功没有啥关系。我感觉你这个同学只是性早熟一点，家庭条件好一点，没有任何值得称道的地方，实在不如考上名校的你啊。

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\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\tえしりなか，post:5, topic:5577:\n\t\t\t\t\t\t

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这个是啥？可以说得清楚一点吗？
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admin 是不是不太关注 acg 这些啊，0721 是自渎的意思

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就像 114514 这种摩斯电码，那 OP 的女同学有点狠啊

\n","createdAt":"2023-09-07 14:42:24.265931","updatedAt":"2024-03-17 13:05:21.765568","replyToPostNumber":6,"replyCount":0,"likeCount":0,"wordCount":20,"liked":false,"bookmarked":false,"polls":[],"reactions":[],"wiki":false,"version":1,"publicVersion":1,"deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"user":{"id":1047,"username":"anonymous_coward_old","name":"Anonymous Coward Old","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/43/32/4332638c11248b8ff07033c11de0759a55205facfbec85e14458245a91991faf.avif","admin":false,"moderator":false,"signatureRaw":null,"signatureCooked":null}},{"id":10930,"postNumber":8,"raw":"[quote=\"えしりなか，post:5, topic:5577\"]\n我感觉你这个同学只是性早熟一点\n[/quote]\n\nadmin 是不是在钓鱼？😭\n你好像知道 0721 是什么意思\n\n我真单纯，你钓到我了😭","cooked":"

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我感觉你这个同学只是性早熟一点
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admin 是不是在钓鱼？😭
\n你好像知道 0721 是什么意思

我真单纯，你钓到我了😭

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你不说我真不知道，但是通过前后文了解到的意思差不多

PS 我也很单纯的

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身为脚大人，你给我 win

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一个有意思的经历：我初中的时候每天都花很多时间在思考和实践和不同的女生聊天的事情。

然后现在我怎么成了个社恐呢，令人感叹

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主动接触过几个女生，聊下来感觉她们都被洗脑的过于深刻已经入脑入心入魂了。没有共同爱好，没有相同价值观，确实失望。

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