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比如高考出分后，甚至是中考时，而不是直到现在仍是全聚德才恍然意识到大学甚至更早是一个彻头彻尾的失败——可是凭什么说全拒？别人拒了你的同时，你在提交申请的时候也拒了别人。想要的东西太珍贵而争抢不到，在社达社会中的一个输家而已。
\n失败。然后呢，做什么？不知道。妥协两天后会看向曾经不愿接受的东西吧，毕竟前几次竞争中的“成功”并不代表真正成功了，毕竟总要活，或者干脆死掉。
\n很多时候觉得在胚胎中就被结束生命才是最好的选择，应该筛选掉我这种劣质基因，而不是出生之后带给更多人痛苦。小学的时候在医院里的日子甚至比在学校里的日子多，可是我太贪心了，没有痊愈时就已经无法接受成绩的跌落。可是我
\n可是我像一台加不满油的汽车。

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