{"topic":{"id":10612,"title":"焦虑...","slug":"topic","categoryId":4,"createdAt":"2024-03-08 16:47:30.557219","bumpedAt":"2024-03-08 17:07:45.535119","views":233,"postsCount":2,"highestPostNumber":2,"likeCount":2,"closed":false,"pinned":false,"pinnedGlobally":false,"pinnedAt":null,"pinnedUntil":null,"isBanner":false,"excerpt":"最近又被焦虑抑郁卷走了，逼着自己做了点与学习无关的事情，用 wordpress 搭了个人博客。为了省事又去找了模板，顺便看了一下同样用这个模板的几个博客。看到别人小小年纪（虽然其实只比我稍微小一点）就学习了那么多实践了那么多，觉得自己的大学生活实在是太摆烂了成绩不好也不坏、比赛奖项拿不出手、实习经历也没有，而且我还没有信心和兴趣去读研，未来可寄也不知道究竟是玉玉害得我什么都做不了还是我的懒惰害得我玉玉了，哪种情况都很坏。唯一可以感到…","deletedAt":null,"isAnonymous":false,"category":{"id":4,"name":"谈笑风生","slug":"general","color":"25AAE2"},"author":{"id":2902,"username":"1313","name":"ᐕ)ﾉ","avatarUrl":"/uploads/image/54/54/5454f44e713b53c012953b2de450d2539979427ce4ccbd5683c76257f88ee733.avif"},"tags":[]},"posts":[{"id":26317,"postNumber":1,"raw":"最近又被焦虑抑郁卷走了，逼着自己做了点与学习无关的事情，用 wordpress 搭了个人博客。为了省事又去找了模板，顺便看了一下同样用这个模板的几个博客。看到别人小小年纪（虽然其实只比我稍微小一点）就学习了那么多实践了那么多，觉得自己的大学生活实在是太摆烂了\n\n成绩不好也不坏、比赛奖项拿不出手、实习经历也没有，而且我还没有信心和兴趣去读研，未来可寄\n\n也不知道究竟是玉玉害得我什么都做不了还是我的懒惰害得我玉玉了，哪种情况都很坏。唯一可以感到庆幸的是我没有 jump，只是匆匆忙忙休学了半年去住院，然后又匆匆忙忙地回来继续上学。\n\n总觉得想说的有很多，可是一开始说了马上就说不出来了，三百字不到的垃圾文字憋了快一个小时","cooked":"

最近又被焦虑抑郁卷走了，逼着自己做了点与学习无关的事情，用 wordpress 搭了个人博客。为了省事又去找了模板，顺便看了一下同样用这个模板的几个博客。看到别人小小年纪（虽然其实只比我稍微小一点）就学习了那么多实践了那么多，觉得自己的大学生活实在是太摆烂了

成绩不好也不坏、比赛奖项拿不出手、实习经历也没有，而且我还没有信心和兴趣去读研，未来可寄

也不知道究竟是玉玉害得我什么都做不了还是我的懒惰害得我玉玉了，哪种情况都很坏。唯一可以感到庆幸的是我没有 jump，只是匆匆忙忙休学了半年去住院，然后又匆匆忙忙地回来继续上学。

总觉得想说的有很多，可是一开始说了马上就说不出来了，三百字不到的垃圾文字憋了快一个小时

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好吧。

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摸摸 😿

我也喜欢和别人一起合作做项目，如果 OP 有金点子可以发出来

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