While doing homework, I suddenly remembered this time last year, when a friend’s mother suffered a sudden cerebral hemorrhage and was hospitalized; she sent me a WeChat voice message, a heart‑wrenching scene.
Lately I’ve been feeling very lost, not knowing what I should do or what I hope for.
Thinking of this, I suddenly realize that what I most look forward to is having my family healthy and by my side; even a simple, ordinary life is a kind of happiness.
In the afternoon, after my family members had surgery, they sent me a voice message reporting safety, telling me to take care of my body and not to put so much pressure on myself.
The weak voice on the phone for a moment made me feel that their previous push, scolding, and lack of understanding toward me were just like that.
Later, when I think about it, I’m still not happy 
I’ve always felt that the relationship between children and parents is quite contradictory.
Take myself as an example: sometimes when my mom calls, I don’t even want to answer, but other times when I call her, I really hope she responds immediately.
I think that’s what family is like; when you want to go back, they’re always there 
Tearful, my parents are also getting old, I don’t know how long they can hold on 
teary‑eyed
Immortality is boring, parting is painful, humans are a species that is hard to satisfy 
I think we should live each day earnestly, not waste any day, seize the moment, speak out promptly what we want to say to someone, have a clear conscience, and leave no regrets 