Although they’re all tech meat rolls, overall it’s still a bit more convenient than going out to a dedicated place
But I still miss the feeling of eating together with others; the emotional value outweighs the value of just eating
Since the heating is gone, the indoor is very cold; I want to turn on the air conditioner but it’s a bit too expensive. Indeed, Xi’an’s semi‑cold, not really cold, is still good
When writing the year‑end summary, I gradually realized that everyday life hides many things worth remembering, but why didn’t I pay attention to them at the time?
Now that I think about it, I still don’t know why that sentence broke my guard so directly; perhaps it’s because I’m low on offense and defense.
But it’s not really an attack, just a very ordinary fact.
Recently I’ve been binge‑watching a lot of life‑and‑death related content; even though they’re just simple videos expressing camaraderie, there’s always a comment below venting about being separated by yin and yang.
I watched Midnight Diner with a pilgrim (?) mindset
The slow‑paced video is indeed very comfortable; the long intro and narration, paired with passing car lights, and this little resting spot was exhilarating)
In a few days I’ll be going back to my countryside hometown for the New Year, and for people like me who have nothing to do once we leave the computer, not being able to find a few power outlets in the countryside is really torturous.
There aren’t many fun games on the phone either; I remember being bored, refreshing my Subway Surfers score every day.
Physical books are even more impossible; at home we always complain that every trip back and forth to school is just pure weight training.
I’m thinking:
Yesterday was quite happy, I hope today’s atmosphere is just as good as yesterday’s.
Today I encountered a few interesting things, and I’ll tell him about them later.
But would that be too deliberate? Would being more natural be better.
Does this really count as being friends? Would he think I’m annoying.
I’m always the one who calls him; when will he take the initiative to reach out to me?
He seems to have many friends, but I only have him as a friend.
That’s not great, I should be more independent.
I need to find something I can do alone.
I can’t seem to find any.
I have many games I want to play with him, many things I want to talk about, but he seems busy, maybe I shouldn’t disturb.
I need to find something I can do alone.
I can’t seem to find any.
The purpose of a funeral is not to reminisce about the deceased, but to comfort the living through the ceremony of remembering the dead.
Returning to the mountain gorge is not about enjoying the scenery, but about playing the role of a pet to satisfy the elders’ needs.
(`ヮ´) Seeing others’ year-end posts really have more happiness than what I write, hehe
Then I can copy the template hard, hehe (`ゥ´ )
Speaking of it, I want to change the blog style, mainly because Next doesn’t support other fonts, and the sizes aren’t clearly differentiated
This makes subheadings look cramped
Although it can be done by modifying CSS, I don’t really like intrusive changes
I looked around and found most Hexo themes haven’t been updated for years; Fluid and Butterfly are okay but a bit flashy
ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ So it’s time to learn front-end and write my own theme
Because of the traffic jam I’m still on the road now, most likely I’ll miss dinner
Every service station along the way I stopped at for a while; surprisingly the food at the stations wasn’t much more expensive than expected, only about 5 yuan more
The shop is the same, I bought a bottle of Fanta for only 5 yuan, and before paying I was still worried whether it had a label added
But the taste is weird; I checked the production date and it’s May last year, the shelf life expires in September, almost expired
Next to the toll booth there are many abandoned haunted houses; I don’t know if they’re for staff to live in or if there are really highway ghosts
The service stations are bustling; sometimes I wonder what kind of past and future exist among the curious crowds
I guess I don’t hate the Spring Festival travel rush that much and actually like this atmosphere — of course, I don’t have to fight for tickets
